Today I cried the whole day long. To the point my head was hurting too much.
I slept a bit in the afternoon and I had the same dream I always have...a most depressing one.
I keep feeling alone and misunderstood and neglected by everybody.
I feel like nobody cares at all.
Everything is senseless...and every day I'm more tired of living.
It cannot work like this anymore.


It's just enough, my heart feels like a dried plum.
I wish I could not hear lies anymore.

I'm feeling sad, but it's not important after all...I am not important after all.

Why do I have to live surrounded by people and events that make me suffer?

It has no sense to be let down from a day to another.

It's unbearable.